She said Good Bye - PART - I

There are the times when you feel broken and torn into millions of parts. Well, most of time we keep ourselves busy with one or other activity but does it really bring any fulfillment to our life?
I keep on asking this question to myself time and again.

Why 'SHE' , why couldn't we continue ?

Before you reach to any conclusion about 'SHE' let me make it clear 'SHE' is NOT any GIRL.
She drove me out of my hometown first, then out of my city and later out of my state. What next I don't know..

I am sure it might have happened to you as well many times, some things are just bound to happen. Inspite of your efforts you cannot stop it and unconsciously you will be supporting it. This keeps on happening to me as well.

I was irritated almost restless after that party, there were many nice people around, few beautifully attractive faces as well. But don't know why I couldn't rest my eyes any where. I was looking for something.

A girl, not Indian, was coming to my side. Her every step was actually increasing my heartbeat, I looked around espcially backwards to ensure I am not mistaken. There was no one, it was only me. After a usual introduction I found I was little over conscious and telling something I actually didn't need to. Perhaps somewhere inside we do try to impress others in first meeting.
We kept talking nicely for a while, but a strange uneasiness was constantly disturbing me - yes it was 'SHE'.

It was a genuine effort to ignore HER for the sake of beauty sitting beside me. She kept on saying her incidents as if it was long time since she found any listener. Don't know why but I was not actually speaking anything, not sure whether I missed any thread to get started. It was soothing to hear her, but for the contents of conversation my mind was becoming a rebel. I was telling myself switch off intellect please, it is something else; stop it.

It was around 8:00 pm and a good time of my life. It is exciting when someone approaches you and you start having a conversation with someone whose presence catches your inner self. What adds to excitement is the fact it was our first meeting ...

......... Running out of time now, will continue it later .....